Gordon Ramsay’s wife Tana, 50, recalls her ‘feeling of emptiness’ after suffering the devastation of miscarrying their stillborn son Rocky

Gordon Ramsay’s wife Tana recently opened up about the heartache she felt after she miscarried their stillborn son Rocky.

The 50-year-old mother of six, was five months into her pregnancy when she lost her son Rocky in 2016.

Speaking on Giovanna Fletcher’s podcast Happy Mum Happy Baby, the mother revealed that she suffered a bleeding problem during her pregnancy which was being monitored for several weeks.

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However, Tana told Giovanna the bleeding got much worse and she eventually went back to the hospital.

She said: ‘I sort of leant over to speak to Gordon. and then my waters broke.

It just went from everything’s fine, we’re just monitoring you, to the baby’s going to be born, and that was the most traumatic thing ever.’.

‘There were parts of it that I almost can’t remember. Because I’ve blocked it out, I’d never had a miscarriage.’.

Gordon Ramsay’s wife Tana recently opened up about the heartache she felt after she miscarried their stillborn son Rocky (pictured in April).

Tana, who is a former teacher, shares six children with the chef, 57, including Megan, 26, twins Holly and Jack, 24, Tilly, 22, five-year-old Oscar, and baby Jesse who was born in November last year.

Speaking on Giovanna Fletcher’s podcast Happy Mum Happy Baby , the mother revealed that she was monitored during her pregnancy.

However, her water broke and she was told she would ‘have to give birth’.

(pictured on Holly Ramsay’s Instagram last year).

‘I remember them just saying to me “there’s nothing we can do now you’re going to have to give birth” and I remember Gordon just looked at me and said “I’m not going anywhere. I’m staying in for this.”‘.

Tana also discussed coping with the loss and having to explain it to their other children.

She said: ‘He was just the most perfect little boy.’.

‘But it’s like this tiny tiny little doll. And I remember that when they came in after Jack said “Did I have a brother or a sister?” I said “Oh it was a brother” and it was really hard.’.

‘It’s that feeling of emptiness and then the next morning you’re leaving the hospital and you haven’t got a baby.’.

Tana, who is a former teacher, shares six children with the chef, 57, including Megan, 26, twins Holly and Jack, 24, Tilly, 22, five-year-old Oscar, and baby Jesse who was born in November last year.

During the podcast, Tana admitted she resented having to do the bulk of the childcare and found it difficult at times to see her husband relax – despite them both agreeing that she would take on most duties while he worked.

During the podcast, Tana also admitted she resented having to do the bulk of the childcare and found it difficult at times to see her husband relax – despite them both agreeing that she would take on most duties while he worked (pictured in 2019).

Tana’s six children. L-R: Megan, 25, Jesse, 9 months, Tilly, 22, Holly, 23, Oscar, 5, and Jack, 23 (all pictured in 2023).

While discussing whether their prior agreement worked for her, Tana said: ‘Yes, but it doesn’t mean that sometimes you didn’t resent it.’.

‘When I say resent, it’s just sometimes I’d be like “Do you need to sit on the sofa and rest and watch the news and have 10 minutes to yourself? because I can’t do that.”‘.

She continued: ‘I’d be lying if I said “No it’s fine I took this on” and there were times it felt really hard, but you get over it.’.

Tana also discussed with Giovanna her and Gordon’s fertility struggles and revealed why he was not present at the birth of their first three children.

She said: ‘He’d have gone all squeamish and probably fainted, and all the attention would have been on him. I was like, no, this is my moment.’.

The mother then told Giovanna that after losing their son Rocky things changed and they decided he should be present.

She said: ‘I don’t know what changed. It’s just he wanted to be there.

I felt it would be nice.

It was after what we went through with losing Rocky.’.

On Friday, Gordon and Tana’s loved ones shared sweet birthday tributes as she celebrated her 50th birthday.

Sharing a photo of Tana and her youngest son Jesse, 9 months, to his Instagram feed, Gordon wrote: ‘Happy birthday to this amazing woman.

‘Mother Wife and my best friend thank you have a great day lots of love Gxxx @tanaramsay.’.

Victoria Beckham, who turned 50 in April, shared a photo of herself and Tana to her Instagram Story and wrote: ‘Happy birthday @tanaramsay!! We love you1! Kisses xx.’.

David Beckham, 49, shared a photo of himself, Tana, Victoria, and Gordon to his Story and wrote ‘Happy 50th Birthday Tana’ with several hearts.

Tana’s second daughter Holly, 23, shared two photos of her mother to her Instagram Story.

The first was a throwback photo of Tana cuddling a baby Holly with Holly’s sister Megan, now 25, just out of the frame.

The second was a recent photo of Tana on a boat looking stylish in a sunhat, sunglasses, and a pink floral jumpsuit.

Holly wrote on the first photo: ‘Happy happy birthday mama @tanaramsay’; and on the second: ‘I love you so much @tanaramsay.’.

Tana’s youngest daughter Tilly, 22, shared a photo to her Story of Tana at a restaurant and wrote with it: ‘Happy birthday to my best friend @tanaramsay.

‘You are the best mum in the world and I love you so much.’.

Holly’s twin brother Jack is not active on social media as is the case for her eldest child Megan.

Tana is also mother to Oscar, 5.

Also wishing Tana a happy birthday was English actor and musician Max Beesley, 53, who shared a glam shot of Tana to his Instagram Story.

He wrote with it: ‘Happy birthday lovely lady. Love the Beesley’s xxx @tanaramsay (sic).’.

Tana Ramsay turned 50 on Friday and her husband Gordon Ramsay and their close friends The Beckhams led the birthday wishes for the mother-of-six.

Tana’s birthday comes after Netflix confirmed that Gordon will be getting his own documentary series, following in the footsteps of his close friend David.

Announcing the news, an article on Netflix’s Tudum site wrote: ‘Over the last two decades, Gordon Ramsay has made a name for himself in the kitchen and on TV screens.

‘The multi-Michelin-starred chef has trained with some of the world’s best cooks and run successful kitchens of all ages, all over the world.

‘Announced on Aug. 21, Gordon will star at the center of a new documentary series that follows the lead-up to his biggest restaurant venture to date: the opening of five culinary experiences in London’s second tallest building, 22 Bishopsgate.

‘Taking place over nine months, the series will provide exclusive access to the Ramsay family, as Gordon balances his various work commitments and life as a husband to his wife, Tana, and father to their six children.

‘This project is produced by Studio Ramsay Global, a FOX Entertainment Company.

It is directed by Dionne Bromfield, with executive producers Amanda Westwood, Deborah Sargeant, and Lisa Edwards and production executive Jess Holder.’.

A source told The Sun: ‘Gordon isn’t exactly a shy and retiring type so this will be a no-holds-barred, warts ‘n’ all series.

‘You can expect more than the odd swear word, but essentially cameras will trail him in and out of the kitchen ahead of his latest restaurant launch early next year.

‘His wife, Tana, and the kids are expected to make cameos. People will get to see a whole new side to Gordon.’.

The source added that those involved thought now was a good time to strike, given the mega success of kitchen-based series The Bear.

It was also recently revealed that Gordon is bringing his reputation as a culinary star to the Las Vegas Grand Prix, by opening a pop-up restaurant that will cost £28,000 per head.

Opening at the 2027 Las Vegas Grand Prix, Ramsay is set to transform a F1 garage into ‘Ramsay’s Garage.’.

Set to open during the race which takes place from November 21, Ramsay is said to be offering a ‘new culinary experience’.

Priced at £28,000 per person, guests will also have access to the paddock, ‘pit lane walks’ and ‘guided track tours’ along with the meal as they mingle with stars.

Sources have said celebrities including Tom Cruise and Rihanna have been invited to cook alongside Ramsay. The chef also wanted James Corden to join his venture but he is busy with filming commitments for Gavin and Stacey Christmas special.

One insider said: ‘Gordon wants people like Tom and Rihanna, he wants big names and also those who like going to the Grand Prix. Rihanna went last year, so did Tom.

The plan is that the A listers join him to make a course or too.’.

‘He is so, so excited.’.

The chef, who has been known to have a passion for the sport, will display three culinary themes throughout different nights and one night will be inspired by the UK, nicknamed the Cool Britania evening.

The second night will be a pop-up of Chef Ramsay’s Lucky Cat restaurant, an Asian-inspired ‘eating house’ modelling itself after Tokyo drinking dens from the 1930s.

Several ‘surprise’ guests are said to be expected and then on the Sunday Ramsay will serve up a traditional lunch.