some of them are in the realm of fantasy

i just know I won’t be working with some

of Alpuccino mhm not everyone deserves

forgiveness especially when they destroy

a woman’s entire

life at 93 years old Angie Dickinson the

star who once captivated all of America

has broken her silence for the first

time about the five men she will never

forgive

they aren’t just famous

names they are icons who once stood

beside her on the red carpet on screen

and even in

bed but after 70 years Angie has chosen

to expose each of them coldly without

mercy so who tops the

list and what could make a 93year-old

woman still carry such rage to this day

is it fear betrayal and a shattered

soul angie Dickinson was born on

September 30th 1931 in Comb North Dakota

an unlikely place to produce one of

Hollywood’s most alluring icons of the

1950s to

1970s from a girl who loved writing

poetry and had no formal acting training

Angie entered Hollywood as an outsider

but within a decade she had outshined

hundreds of other beauties appeared in

over 50 television films and became the

first seductive female action hero on

American screens something nearly

impossible at the time her fierce

independence and smoldering gaze

elevated her from supporting roles to

leading lady status in hits like Rio

Bravo Dress to Kill and most notably the

TV series Policewoman where she became

America’s first female TV cop a

groundbreaking figure for that

era fame came with

controversy angie was dropped from four

major roles simply because she refused

to sleep with

producers the press dubbed her a sex

goddess but behind the scenes many in

the industry whispered far cruer

names her relationship with Frank

Sinatra romantic in the tabloids was in

reality a string of jealousy and

control “frank once threatened to shut

down an entire film crew if Angie dared

kiss another man on screen “i loved

him,” she said “but I was never truly

myself around him

tragedy struck again when her only

daughter Nikki who suffered from severe

autism took her own life at age

40 angie didn’t speak to the

press she didn’t cry for the

cameras she simply wrote in a letter “I

survived.” But a part of me died with

her now at 93 Angie has no reason to

protect anyone’s reputation

she’s not afraid of losing roles of

Hollywood’s backlash or of staying

silent

anymore and she has chosen to speak out

to name five men she once loved trusted

even idolized and now hates with every

fiber of her

being who are they what did they do to

her and who tops Angie Dickinson’s

blacklist

what kind of pain has she carried for

nearly 70

years the first man Frank Sinatra the

manipulator in a lover’s

mask frank could make you feel like a

queen in the morning and by nightfall

you were just a discarded

toy angie

Dickinson hollywood called them the

golden couple but

Angie she called it the most dangerous

relationship of my life

frank Sinatra the king of swing a man

who could make millions of women tremble

with just a

glance but behind the spotlight Frank

was a monster in silk

gloves at first he made Angie feel

special morning

bouquets intimate dinners by the pool

where he whispered she was unlike anyone

else but the sweetness vanished the

moment she landed a role that involved

kissing another

man frank threw the script in her face

and coldly declared “You are

mine no one touches you not even on

screen he banned her from seeing male

friends.” Had her followed on

set and once when she attended a casting

he didn’t approve of she returned home

to find all her belongings destroyed and

every photo of them

burned sinatra never hit her but he

broke her by making her fear her own

voice he didn’t need to hold her hand he

held her filming schedule her co-stars

her contracts even her sleep

angie once wrote in her journal “He

didn’t want me to love him he wanted me

to forget anyone else

existed.” The breaking point came in

1970 when Angie was nominated for a lead

role in a critically acclaimed indie

film frank called the director at 2 a.m

and said “If you keep her in that movie

I’ll make sure you never work in

Hollywood

again.” The role disappeared

no

explanation that was when Angie realized

loving Frank Sinatra was like living in

a golden cage and inside she no longer

existed and to this day she still cannot

forgive him i once loved the man every

woman dreamed of but I paid with my

soul and after Frank she fell into the

hands of the second man the one who

stood with her at the altar promised

forever and betrayed her in the most

vile

way he was her husband and a mother’s

worst

nightmare the second man Berg Bakarak my

husband the man who turned me into a

stranger to my own daughter people ask

why I hate

him i don’t hate I

loathe because he didn’t just walk away

from me he abandoned our poor daughter

too angie

Dickinson bert Barak the musical genius

Grammyinning icon of American music in

the 60s and

70s but to Angie he was just a runaway

in a designer suit they married in

1965 at the time Angie was at the peak

of her career the media called them the

perfect couple she a Hollywood star he a

brilliant

composer but inside their million-dollar

Beverly Hills mansion were nights Angie

cried alone while Bird vanished with the

excuse of seeking

inspiration not long after their

daughter Nikki Bacharak was born unlike

other

children Nikki was diagnosed with autism

spectrum disorder a condition still

largely misunderstood at the time

angie fell into

crisis bird stayed

silent i held our baby in my arms

shaking and all he asked was “Will she

affect my

schedule?” From that moment Angie raised

Nikki alone carried the entire burden by

herself bert instead of being a father

chose escape through beautiful women

yachts and wild Vegas nights

one time Angie called him pleading for

his signature on a special treatment

request for Nikki he replied “I’m

recording don’t call again unless she’s

dead.” And then came the crulest truth

berg had been cheating with a young

singer the entire time Angie was

pregnant and not just

once he even brought her into their home

while Angie slept next door with their

baby i woke up in the middle of the

night and heard their laughter

downstairs it wasn’t

music it wasn’t art it was

betrayal in 1981 they

divorced the press reported it mildly

the couple split

amicably but Angie never truly

forgave because Berg didn’t just destroy

a wife’s life he shattered the fragile

tiny world of an innocent child who

needed her

father and after Bert came another man

not a

husband not a

lover not even a

fling but the most powerful man in the

entertainment industry at the time who

killed Angie’s ambition and freedom with

a single phone

call he didn’t need to touch her just

said one

sentence and all of Hollywood turned its

back the third man Jack Webb he didn’t

need to touch me just one phone call was

enough he had no photos with

Angie no romantic

rumors no public

scandal but according to her he was the

one man who destroyed her entire career

in just 12 hours a television

mobile a producer behind a string of

blockbuster shows in the

1970s a man every actress had to smile

at even when they were on the verge of

tears angie recalled “I once refused to

sleep with him thinking I was famous

enough to be

respected.” The next morning three roles

disappeared contracts were cancelled

without explanation

friends in the industry whispered “You

said no to him you’re

finished.” No one dared speak his name

no one made eye contact with him in

meetings he had the power to turn a

leading lady into an outcast with a

single

sentence angie didn’t

cry she quietly packed up her dressing

room and that very day she understood I

could win over audiences but I would

never beat the

system but there was still another man

the one who said he loved her more than

life

itself yet that love came wrapped in

surveillance jealousy and a suffocating

fear it was the relationship that

haunted Angie for 40

years and now she’s ready to name him

the fourth man Larry King the one who

loved in the crulest way he didn’t hit

her didn’t insult her didn’t

scream he simply stared at her every

time she smiled at someone

else and then he began to dismantle her

life slowly deliberately

he wasn’t as famous as

Frank not as powerful as the

producers but he knew how to make Angie

believe he loved her more than anyone

ever

had every touch every stroke of her hair

every vow was scripted to control

“you’re

mine

forever if you leave me I won’t

survive but I won’t let you live in

peace either,” he told her

angie slowly lost her

friends her

jobs her

laughter every time she came home 10

minutes late he’d

rage every time she complimented someone

on TV he’d smash the

screen once he secretly installed a

microphone in her car just to hear if

she sighed over someone

else when Angie tried to leave he drank

slammed his head into a mirror and bled

onto her shoulder like a scene from a

horror

film “i love you so much it’s driving me

crazy,” he whispered “and Angie realized

this wasn’t love it was a

prison “i used to think pain was the

price of great love but now I know real

love never comes with fear.”

And finally came the most shocking name

of all a man who once said he considered

Angie

family but what he did behind the scenes

made her call it the most disgusting

betrayal of my life he didn’t destroy

her with

fists he did it with one sentence in

front of 20 people that made sure she

would never lift her head again the

fifth man Johnny Carson the fake smile

the public

slap he stepped onto the stage hugged me

in front of hundreds then leaned in and

whispered something I’ll never forget i

just saved you from being

humiliated don’t make me regret it the

fifth man wasn’t a lover not a

husband not a jealous suitor he was a

friend someone who once said he

considered Angie family he was the

legendary host of a major entertainment

show where Angie was invited to receive

a lifetime achievement

award the press called it a moving

comeback for the queen of the

screen but to Angie it was the most

humiliating night of her

life just minutes before stepping on

stage he received an old clip a deleted

scene where Angie accidentally mentioned

a producer previously accused of abuse

the clip could have reignited a scandal

painting her as someone digging up the

past for

attention instead of warning her or

protecting her he chose to smile offer a

hug and play the

savior then live on air right before the

cameras he twisted the knife our Angie

is a timeless

icon a woman who knows when to speak and

when to stay silent the crowd applauded

angie stayed

quiet because she knew that was a

warning on air to the

world that she had crossed the line by

daring to say that name and it was him

later who helped blur her name from

nomination

boards no one believed it no one

verified

it only Angie and his eyes knew what

really happened

i didn’t need his love i needed his

loyalty but he chose the audience not

me five

men five names that once graced photos

fueled rumors and dominated magazine

covers today they no longer hold the

power they once did but

Angie she’s still here and she remembers

i’ve forgiven

myself but not them thank you for

watching share this video if you believe

that every woman whether a movie star or

an ordinary soul deserves the right to

speak out and don’t look away because in

our next video we’ll unveil Angie

Dickinson’s secret diary where she wrote

the words she never dared to say until

now

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