My name is Hassan Nasallah Fadlah.

I spent 40 years as a Hezbollah commander killing in the name of Allah.

I trained suicide bombers.

I planned operations that took hundreds of lives.

I believed with absolute certainty that I was earning paradise through jihad.

But on March 18th, 2025, an Israeli drone missile ended my life in the streets of Beirut.

My heart stopped for 9 minutes.

And in those 9 minutes, I did not meet the prophet Muhammad or the 72 virgins.

I met Jesus Christ.

And he showed me something about Iran’s Supreme Leader Ali Kame that shook me to my core.

He showed me what is coming in 2026, a year that will change everything for the Muslim world.

What I am about to tell you will cost me my life.

Hezbollah has put a price on my head.

My own family has disowned me.

But I cannot stay silent about what I saw.

The door is closing.

Time is running out and every Muslim needs to hear this before it is too late.

I am 68 years old.

I was born in 1957 in the village of Aata in South Lebanon, just a few kilometers from the Israeli border.

My family has lived in that village for generations, farming tobacco and olives on terrorist hillsides that overlook the valleys below.

We are Shia Muslims and my father raised me to love Allah, to memorize the Quran and to never forget that we were living under occupation and oppression.

The Israelis controlled much of our region.

Their patrols would come through our village regularly, searching homes, questioning men, treating us like we were criminals in our own land.

I grew up watching my father forced to stand with his hands against a wall while Israeli soldiers searched our house.

I watched my mother weep quietly in the corner, powerless to stop them.

I watched my older brother beaten in the street for talking back to a soldier who shoved him.

These images burned into my young mind and planted seeds of hatred that would grow into a lifetime of violence and resistance.

By the time I was 15 years old, I knew exactly what I wanted to do with my life.

I wanted to fight.

I wanted to kill the enemies who humiliated my people.

I wanted to make them pay for every insult, every beating, every tear.

My mother cried.

In 1975, when I was 18 years old, the Lebanese civil war began.

It was a chaotic time with many factions fighting each other.

Christians against Muslims, Palestinians against Lebanese.

Dame everyone against everyone.

I joined a local Shia militia in South Lebanon that was fighting against both the Israelis and the Christian militias allied with them.

We were poorly trained and poorly equipped.

But we had passion and anger to fuel us.

I learned to shoot an AK-47 by firing it at targets in the hills.

I learned to plant explosives by watching older fighters prepare roadside bombs.

I learned to hate by listening to speeches about the injustices committed against us.

For years, we fought a losing battle.

The Israelis were too strong, too organized, too wellarmed.

We would attack them and they would retaliate by shelling our villages.

Innocent people died because of our actions.

But we told ourselves it was the price of resistance.

We told ourselves that Allah would reward us for our jihad.

Then in 1982, everything changed.

Israel launched a massive invasion of Lebanon, sending tanks and troops deep into our country.

They said they were coming to destroy the Palestinian Liberation Organization, but they occupied our land and our villages.

I was 25 years old and I watched the Israeli army roll through South Lebanon like we were nothing.

Our small militia was crushed.

We scattered into the mountains and waited.

That is when the Iranians came.

After the Islamic revolution of 1979 in Iran, the new government led by Ayatollah Kini wanted to export their revolution to other countries.

They saw Lebanon as the perfect place to build a Shia Islamic resistance movement.

In 1982, Iran sent officers from the Revolutionary Guard Corps to the Bear Valley in Lebanon.

They brought money, weapons, training, and most importantly or they brought a clear ideology and purpose.

They gathered young Shia men like me who were angry, desperate, and looking for direction.

They gave us structure.

They gave us training.

They gave us a vision of what we could become.

I was one of the first to join what would eventually become Hezbollah, the party of God.

We trained in camps in Balbeck under the supervision of Iranian Revolutionary Guard instructors.

They taught us military tactics, how to use advanced weapons, how to organize into effective fighting units.

But more than that, they taught us Islamic ideology.

They taught us that we were not just fighting for Lebanon.

We were fighting for all oppressed Shia Muslims everywhere.

We were fighting to prepare the way for the return of the hidden imam, the Mai, who would establish justice on earth.

They taught us that martyrdom was the highest honor a Muslim could achieve.

That dying while fighting the enemies of Islam guaranteed entrance to paradise where we would enjoy pleasures beyond imagination.

I absorbed every lesson like a dry sponge soaking up water.

Finally, my anger had direction.

Finally, my hatred had purpose.

Finally, I belong to something greater than myself.

In 1985, Hezbollah was officially announced to the world.

We published a manifesto declaring our goals, our enemies, and our commitment to Islamic resistance.

We swore loyalty to Ayatollah Kmeni and to the Islamic Republic of Iran.

We declared that our enemies were Israel, the United States, and France.

We vowed to drive the occupiers from Lebanese soil and to destroy the Zionist state.

We positioned ourselves as the defenders of the oppressed and the servants of Allah.

I was 28 years old and already a veteran fighter.

Because of my experience and my dedication, I was given command responsibilities early.

I led small teams of fighters on operations against Israeli positions in South Lebanon.

We would move at night through the hills and valleys that I had known since childhood.

We planted explosives along roads used by Israeli patrols.

We set up ambushes and waited for hours, sometimes days, until a target appeared.

Then we would strike fast and disappear before reinforcements arrived.

The Israelis called us terrorists.

We called ourselves resistance fighters, mujahedin, holy warriors serving Allah.

The years between 1985 and 2000 were filled with constant fighting.

I participated in dozens of operations and maybe more than a hundred.

I lost count after a while.

Every operation began the same way.

We would gather and pray together asking Allah for victory and for martyrdom if it was his will.

We would recite verses from the Quran about jihad and about the rewards waiting for those who fight in the way of Allah.

Then we would move out into the night, our hearts full of faith and our hands full of weapons.

I saw many of my brothers killed during those years.

I carried their bodies back to their families.

I stood at their funerals and listened to speeches calling them martyrs who were now in paradise.

I believed every word I had to believe because if it was not true then their deaths were meaningless and that thought was unbearable.

So I buried my doubts deep and kept fighting.

By 1993 I had proven myself so many times that I was promoted to a senior command position.

I was no longer just leading small teams on individual operations.

Now I was responsible for planning larger operations, coordinating multiple teams, managing resources and weapons.

I reported directly to Hezbollah’s senior military leadership and through them to our Iranian sponsors in the Revolutionary Guard Corps.

My relationship with the Iranians grew stronger over the years.

I traveled to Tehran many times for meetings and training.

I met with generals and commanders who controlled Iran’s foreign operations.

They treated me with great respect because I had been fighting since the beginning and had proven my loyalty with blood.

They gave me money to distribute to fighters and their families.

That they supplied me with advanced weapons that we used against the Israelis.

They saw Hezbollah as Iran’s most successful project, proof that the Islamic Revolution could spread beyond Iran’s borders.

I saw them as our brothers in faith, our partners in the struggle against the enemies of Islam.

We shared the same goals, the same ideology, the same vision of a Middle East dominated by Shia Islamic power.

When they asked us to do something, we did it without question.

When they needed fighters sent to Syria or Iraq or anywhere else, we sent them.

Our loyalty to Iran was absolute because we believed they represented true Islam in the modern world.

In 2000, something extraordinary happened that seemed to prove everything we believed.

After 18 years of occupation, Israel withdrew from South Lebanon.

They pulled their troops back across the border and abandoned their proxy militia.

We declared it a divine victory, a miracle from Allah, showing that faith and resistance could defeat even the most powerful enemies.

I stood on the border with thousands of other Hezbollah fighters and supporters, waving our yellow flags and shouting, “Death to Israel, death to America.

” I felt vindicated.

Every sacrifice, every loss, every year of fighting had been worth it.

We had driven out one of the strongest militaries in the world.

After that victory, my status within Hezbollah reached its highest point.

I was recognized as one of the veteran commanders who had fought from the beginning and lived to see victory.

Younger fighters looked up to me.

They called me Hajj Hassan as a sign of respect.

If parents would bring their sons to me and asked me to accept them into Hezbollah, considering it an honor if I agreed to train their boys.

I commanded hundreds of fighters across South Lebanon.

When I gave an order, it was obeyed immediately.

When I walked through the villages and towns of the south, people greeted me like a hero.

Shopkeepers refused my money.

Families invited me to their homes.

Children stared at me with wide eyes, knowing I was one of the men who had defeated Israel.

I wore this honor proudly, but also seriously.

I knew that with this position came great responsibility not just to Hezbollah but to Allah himself.

My family reflected my commitment to the cause.

I married my wife Fatima in 1980 just before Hezbollah was officially formed.

She came from a good Shia family in Balbeck.

A family that supported the resistance or her brothers fought alongside me in the early years.

Together, Fatima and I built a home in a small village outside Nabatier in South Lebanon.

Over the years, we had six children, four sons, and two daughters.

I raised my sons to be strong Muslims and strong fighters.

From the time they could walk, I taught them to pray.

By the time they were 10 years old, they had memorized significant portions of the Quran.

I told them stories about the battles I had fought, about the martyrs who had given their lives for Islam, about the glory that awaited those who served Allah through jihad.

Three of my four sons joined Hezbollah when they came of age.

I was proud but also afraid for them, though I never showed that fear.

To show fear would be to show doubt in Allah’s plan.

My daughters married men from resistance families.

He continuing the tradition of service.

My oldest daughter’s husband was killed fighting in Syria in 2013.

She became a widow at 28 with three young children.

I told her that her husband was a martyr in paradise and that she should be proud.

She nodded and accepted it, but I saw the pain in her eyes, the same pain I had seen in so many widows over the years.

In 2006, war came again.

Hezbollah captured two Israeli soldiers in a crossber raid and Israel responded with a massive military assault on Lebanon.

For 33 days, Israeli jets bombed our villages, our homes, our infrastructure.

We fought back with rockets fired into Israeli cities.

Thousands of Lebanese civilians were killed.

Much of South Lebanon was destroyed.

And my second son, Ali, was killed.

He was 24 years old.

I’m fighting in a building in the town of Bint Jabel when an Israeli air strike brought the entire structure down on top of him and his unit.

It took 2 days to dig his body out of the rubble.

At his funeral, senior Hezbollah leaders came and gave speeches.

They called Ali a martyr and a hero.

They presented me with a framed photo of him wearing his Hezbollah headband and holding his rifle.

They told me he was in paradise now, enjoying rewards beyond imagination.

I stood there and accepted their words.

I thanked them for honoring my son.

I did not cry.

I could not cry because crying would suggest weakness, would suggest doubt.

But that night, alone in my room, I stared at Alli’s photo and whispered a question I had never dared to speak aloud.

Are you really in paradise, my son, or are you just gone? That question haunted me and but I pushed it down deep where no one could see it.

I threw myself back into my work with even more intensity.

If I stayed busy enough, I did not have to think about the doubt growing in my heart.

In 2011, the war in Syria began and Hezbollah committed thousands of fighters to support the Assad government against the rebels.

Iran ordered us to go and we obeyed.

I was too old by then to fight on the front lines myself, but I planned operations, coordinated logistics, and trained fighters before they crossed the border into Syria.

I sent young men into that hell, and many of them never came back.

We fought in Kusay, in Aleppo, in Damascus, in HMS.

The casualties were enormous.

Funerals became so common that they barely made news anymore.

Every week, more coffins came back draped in Hezbollah’s yellow flag.

Every week, more mothers wept.

Every week, I stood in the background at these funerals and felt that doubt grow a little stronger.

What if all of this, all the death and suffering and sacrifice, what if it was for nothing? What if there was no paradise waiting? What if we were just killing and dying for the political ambitions of men in Thran and Damascus? But I could not allow myself to fully think those thoughts.

To doubt after 40 years of fighting would mean admitting that my entire life had been wasted.

It would mean that Ali died for nothing.

It would mean that all my brothers who fell over the decades gave their lives for a lie.

So I silenced the doubt every time it rose up.

I prayed more.

I fasted more.

I gave more money to mosques and religious charities.

I made pilgrimage to the holy shrines in Iraq, but to Najaf where I imam Ali is buried and to Karbala where Imam Hussein was martyed.

I went to K in Iran and attended lectures by the Ayatollas who praised Hezbollah and promised us that we were fighting on the side of truth that we were the soldiers preparing the way for the Mahadi’s return.

I drowned the doubt in more religion, more devotion, more ritual and it worked mostly.

The doubt never completely disappeared.

But I kept it locked away in a corner of my heart where I did not have to look at it.

I told myself that doubt was from Shayan, the devil trying to weaken my faith.

I told myself that a true believer does not question, he obeys.

And I obeyed for 68 years.

I obeyed everything I was taught about Islam, about jihad, about martyrdom, about paradise.

I never imagined that everything I believed was a lie or that I would discover the truth in the most shocking and terrifying way possible.

In early March 2025, I received orders for a special assignment.

There was to be a highlevel meeting in Damascus, Syria on March 20th.

Senior commanders from Hezbollah, officers from Iran’s Revolutionary Guard Corps, and Syrian intelligence officials would gather to discuss coordinated operations along the Israeli border, particularly in the Golan Heights region.

The meeting was classified at the highest level.

Only a select few knew about it, and I was honored to be included.

At 68 years old, I was one of the oldest active commanders still serving.

Most of my generation was dead, killed in battle or assassinated by Israeli intelligence over the decades.

But I had survived through a combination of skill, caution, and what I believed was Allah’s protection.

My experience and my long relationship with Iranian leadership made me valuable.

When the revolutionary guard requested my presence at important meetings, Hezbollah’s leadership always sent me.

I had attended dozens of such meetings over the years in Damascus, Thran, and Baghdad.

These meetings were where real decisions were made, where strategies were planned, where the future of the resistance was shaped.

The plan was simple.

I would travel by car from Beirut to Damascus on March 18th, giving me 2 days to settle in before the meeting.

The drive normally took about 3 hours through the BA valley and across the Lebanese Syrian border at the Mazna crossing.

It was a route I had traveled countless times, so familiar that I could drive it with my eyes closed.

I would be accompanied by two younger Hezbollah fighters who served as my security detail and drivers.

We would use an unmarked civilian SUV to avoid drawing attention.

Despite the ongoing tensions and the constant threat of Israeli surveillance, I felt reasonably safe.

We controlled most of the route through Hezbollah territory and the Syrians controlled the rest.

On the morning of March 18th, 2025, I woke before dawn in my home outside Nabatier.

I performed my fajger prayer as the sun began to rise, asking Allah to protect me during my journey and to grant success to our meeting in Damascus.

I asked him to strengthen the resistance and to bring victory against our enemies.

After prayer, my wife Fatima prepared breakfast for me.

The same simple meal she had made for me thousands of mornings over our 45 years of marriage.

Flatbread, elabna cheese, olives, and hot sweet tea.

We ate together in silence.

She knew I was traveling, but did not ask where or why.

She had learned long ago not to ask questions about my work.

Before I left the house, I went to each of my grandchildren who were staying with us and kissed their foreheads.

I had 11 grandchildren, ranging in age from 2 years old to 16.

The older ones knew I was a Hezbollah commander.

The younger ones just knew I was Jido, grandfather, who sometimes went away for a few days.

I looked at their innocent faces and felt a complicated mixture of love and something else I could not quite name.

What kind of world was I leaving for them? Would they have to fight the same enemies I had fought? Would they die young like their uncle Ali? I pushed those thoughts away and reminded myself that we were building a better future for them.

a future where they could live with dignity under Islamic rule, free from Israeli aggression and Western interference.

My driver and security escort arrived at 7 in the morning.

Their names were Khalil and Muhammad, both in their late 20s, both experienced fighters who had served in Syria.

Khalil drove while Muhammad sat in the front passenger seat.

I sat in the back with a small bag containing my clothes and documents for the Damascus meeting.

We left Nabatier and drove north through South Lebanon, passing through villages I had known my entire life.

Villages where Hezbollah flags hung from buildings and posters of martyrs covered the walls.

The drive north was uneventful and we passed through several Hezbollah checkpoints where the guards recognized me and waved us through without inspection.

We drove through the Bear Valley, Lebanon’s agricultural heartland and also a Hezbollah stronghold.

The valley was beautiful in March, green from winter rains, with snow still visible on the peaks of Mount Lebanon to the west and the anti-Lban mountains to the east.

We were making good time and would reach Damascus by early afternoon if nothing delayed us.

As we approached Beirut, Khalil suggested we stop briefly in the southern suburbs, an area called Dahier, which is completely controlled by Hezbollah.

He said there was a safe house there where I could pick up some additional documents that had been prepared for the Damascus meeting.

I agreed.

We exited the main highway and entered the narrow streets of Dahier.

This area had been heavily bombed by Israel during the 2006 war, but it had been rebuilt with Iranian money.

New apartment buildings stood where destroyed ones had been.

Hezbollah offices and military positions were hidden among civilian structures, a tactic we had perfected over decades.

Everyone in Dahier supported Hezbollah.

It was the safest place in Lebanon for us.

Or so I thought.

We pulled up in front of a five-story apartment building on a side street.

Khalil parked the SUV and turned off the engine.

“I will come with you, Hajj,” Muhammad said, reaching for his door handle.

But I shook my head.

“No need.

I know this place.

I will only be a few minutes.

Wait here and keep the engine ready.

” I got out of the vehicle and walked toward the building entrance.

The street was quiet, just a few people walking by and some children playing near a corner store.

normal everyday life.

I entered the building and climbed the stairs to the third floor.

The safe house was apartment 302.

I knocked in our coded pattern and the door opened immediately.

A young Hezbollah intelligence officer greeted me respectfully and handed me a sealed envelope containing updated intelligence reports about Israeli positions.

We spoke for maybe 5 minutes.

He offered me tea, but I declined, wanting to get back on the road.

I thanked him, took the envelope, and left the apartment.

I walked down the stairs and pushed open the building’s front door, stepping back out into the street.

The sun was bright, and I squinted against it.

As I walked toward our SUV parked about 20 m away, I could see Khalil and Muhammad sitting inside, waiting for me.

Then I heard it.

There a sound that every fighter learns to recognize and fear.

A high-pitched whistle, something small and fast cutting through the air, falling from the sky.

My mind processed it instantly.

Incoming missile, drone strike.

I looked up instinctively, searching the blue sky, but saw nothing.

The whistle grew louder, closer, and I knew with absolute certainty that I had only seconds left to live.

I tried to run, tried to dive for cover, but my 68-year-old body was too slow.

The missile struck our SUV directly.

The explosion was massive.

A ball of fire and pressure that expanded outward faster than sound.

The blast wave hit me like an invisible wall moving at incredible speed.

It lifted me off my feet and threw me backward through the air.

I felt intense heat hotter than anything I had ever experienced as if I had been thrown into a furnace.

The pressure crushed my chest, forcing all the air from my lungs.

I flew backward and slammed into the wall of the building behind me.

My head cracked against the concrete.

Everything went bright white, then dark, then white again in rapid flashes.

I fell to the ground in a heap, unable to move, unable to breathe, unable to process what had just happened.

For a few seconds, maybe longer, I felt nothing.

My mind was blank, stunned into silence by the violence of the blast.

Then the pain came, rushing in like a flood.

My entire body screamed in agony.

I tried to breathe but could not.

My lungs would not work.

I gasped and choked and finally a small amount of air entered but it made a terrible gurgling sound.

Blood.

My lungs were filling with blood.

I opened my eyes and saw smoke everywhere.

A thick black smoke that smelled of burning rubber and gasoline and something else.

burning flesh.

The SUV was completely destroyed, just a twisted, burning wreck.

Khalil and Muhammad were dead, incinerated instantly.

I could see flames and melted metal where the vehicle had been.

I tried to move my arms to push myself up, but my left arm would not respond.

I looked down at my body and saw blood everywhere, soaking through my clothes, pooling on the pavement beneath me.

My left leg was bent at an unnatural angle, clearly broken.

My abdomen and chest were torn open by shrapnel.

Pieces of metal embedded in my flesh.

I could see inside my own body, see the damage, see the blood pumping out with each heartbeat.

People were running toward me now, shouting in Arabic.

I could see their mouths moving, but could barely hear them because my ears were ringing from the blast.

A high-pitched whine that blocked out almost everything else.

Someone knelt beside me and pressed their hands against my chest, trying to stop the bleeding.

I felt the pressure, but it seemed distant, like it was happening to someone else.

My vision started to narrow, like I was looking through a tunnel that was slowly closing.

The edges went dark first, leaving only a small circle of light in the center.

I knew what this meant.

I had seen enough men die to recognize the signs.

I was dying.

These were my final moments.

Panic gripped me, overwhelming the physical pain.

I tried to speak, tried to say the shahada, the declaration of faith that every Muslim must say before death.

Allah, I bear witness that there is no god but Allah.

But my mouth filled with blood.

I choked on it, coughed it up, tried again.

Muhammad and rasool Allah.

And I bear witness that Muhammad is the messenger of Allah.

But the words would not come out clearly.

They were just wet gurgling sounds, nonsense mixed with blood.

Terror filled my heart.

If I could not say the shahada properly before dying.

Would Allah reject me? Would I be denied paradise because I died choking on my own blood, unable to speak the words clearly? I had spent my entire life serving Allah, fighting his enemies, sacrificing everything for Islam.

But in this final moment, I could not even say the simple prayer that would secure my entrance to paradise.

The unfairness of it crushed me.

68 years of devotion, of 40 years of jihad, all of it possibly wasted because a missile struck me down before I could speak a few words.

I tried again and again to force the words out, but my throat was full of blood and my tongue would not work.

The tunnel of my vision continued to collapse, the circle of light getting smaller and smaller.

The sounds around me faded away until even the ringing in my ears became distant.

I felt cold despite the burning wreckage nearby.

My whole body began to feel numb, the pain fading into a strange floating sensation.

I could no longer feel the hands pressing on my chest.

I could no longer feel the pavement beneath me.

I was drifting away, separating somehow from my body.

The last thing I saw was the face of a young man leaning over me, his mouth moving, probably saying a prayer.

Then the circle of light collapsed completely and everything went black.

My heart stopped beating.

I was dead.

The darkness did not last long.

I became aware that I still existed, that somehow I was still conscious even though my body was dead.

I felt myself rising upward, lifting away from something.

I opened my eyes or whatever served as eyes in this state and looked down.

What I saw shocked me completely.

I was floating above the street in Dier, looking down at my own body, lying on the pavement.

There was so much blood around me.

A dark red pool spreading outward.

People surrounded my body, at least a dozen of them now.

Some trying to help, others just staring in horror.

I could see my chest torn open by shrapnel, completely still, not breathing.

My eyes were open, but empty, staring at nothing.

One man was pressing his hands against my wounds.

Um, but blood kept flowing between his fingers.

Another man was on his phone, probably calling for an ambulance, but I could see from up here that it was too late.

That body down there was dead.

I was dead.

Yet here I was, floating above it all, watching everything with perfect clarity.

I felt no pain anymore, no difficulty breathing, no weight or limitation.

I felt light, free, like I had been released from a prison I did not know I was in.

I kept rising higher, passing up through the air above the street.

I could see the burning wreckage of our SUV, twisted metal, still a flame, smoke rising in a thick black column.

I could see the apartment buildings of Dahi spreading out below me, flat roofs covered with water tanks and satellite dishes.

I saw people running toward the explosion site from every direction.

While I saw Hezbollah security teams arriving, men with weapons securing the area, looking up at the sky for the drone that had fired the missile.

But I kept rising, and soon the whole neighborhood became visible below me.

Then the entire southern suburbs of Beirut, then the city itself and the Mediterranean Sea beyond.

I was rising faster now, accelerating upward.

The whole country of Lebanon became visible.

A small strip of land squeezed between the sea and the mountains.

I could see Syria to the east, Israel to the south.

Then even those landmarks became small and distant as I rose higher and higher.

I passed through clouds that felt like cool mist against whatever I had become.

I kept going up until I could see the curve of the earth itself below me.

The blue of the oceans and the brown of the land masses.

It was beautiful and terrifying at the same time.

Then I entered a space of complete darkness.

Not the darkness of night, but an absolute void where there was nothing to see in any direction.

I felt like I was moving through this darkness, being pulled forward by something I could not see or understand.

I should have been terrified, but I was not.

I felt a presence with me in the darkness, something or someone guiding me, protecting me, drawing me toward a destination.

The darkness lasted for what felt like a long time.

Though time itself seemed different here, not measured in seconds or minutes, but in some other way I could not explain.

Then I saw light ahead.

A small point of light in the distance growing larger as I moved toward it.

The light was warm, golden, beautiful.

It called to me without words, inviting me, welcoming me.

I, as I got closer, the light expanded and surrounded me.

I entered into it and suddenly I was somewhere else entirely.

I was standing on solid ground in a place more beautiful than anything I had ever seen or imagined in my 68 years of life.

The colors were so vivid, so alive that the colors of Earth seemed dull and dead by comparison.

There were colors here I had never seen before, shades that do not exist in the physical world.

I stood on grass that was greener than any grass in Lebanon, so green it almost glowed.

Each blade seemed to have its own inner light.

Flowers grew everywhere around me.

Enormous flowers with petals like precious jewels, red and blue and purple and gold.

Trees rose up into a sky that was not blue but a soft golden color that seemed to radiate peace.

A river flowed nearby where and the water was perfectly clear, clearer than any water I had ever seen, sparkling like liquid diamonds.

The air smelled sweet like honey and flowers and something else I could not name.

Something pure and clean and perfect.

Every breath I took filled me with energy and joy.

I looked down at myself and saw that I was different.

I was no longer old.

My body was young and strong like I had been at 25.

My leg was not broken.

My chest was not torn open.

There was no blood, no pain, no weakness.

I felt powerful and healthy and whole.

I looked at my hands and turned them over, marveling at the smooth skin with no scars, no age spots, no signs of the decades I had lived.

I felt like I could run forever without getting tired.

I felt alive in a way I had never felt on earth.

But where was I? Was this Jenna the paradise that Islam promised? I had expected something different based on what the Quran and the hadith described.

I had expected gardens with rivers flowing beneath them.

Yes, and I saw something like that here.

But where were the hurries, the beautiful virgin women promised to martyrs? Where were the young boys serving wine in golden cups? Where were the couches lined with silk where the blessed would recline? Where were the other martyrs who had died before me? I had expected to see my son Ali here and my brothers who had fallen in battle over the decades.

I had expected to see the prophet Muhammad and the imams.

But I saw none of these things.

I was alone in this beautiful place and something felt wrong.

This was not exactly what I had been taught to expect.

Confusion mixed with my wonder.

Then I heard footsteps behind me, but and I felt a presence approaching that made every part of me suddenly aware and alert.

The air itself seemed to change to become charged with power and authority.

I turned around slowly and what I saw made my knees weak.

A man was standing on the path about 20 ft away from me.

But I knew immediately that he was not just a man.

Light radiated from him, not reflected light, but light that came from within him, shining outward in gentle waves.

His robe was white, whiter than snow, whiter than anything in this already brilliant place.

The robe seemed to be made of light woven into fabric.

His face was both gentle and powerful at the same time.

I could see kindness in his expression, but also authority that made me want to fall down.

His eyes looked directly at me, and I felt like those eyes could see everything about me, the every thought I had ever had, every action I had ever taken, every secret I had ever hidden.

Nothing was concealed from that gaze.

His hair was dark and fell to his shoulders.

He was smiling at me, not a mocking smile or a smile of judgment.

but a smile of welcome and love as if he had been waiting for me and was genuinely happy that I had arrived.

I did not know who this was, but power radiated from him in a way that terrified and attracted me at the same time.

Every instinct in me said that I was standing before someone of supreme importance, someone divine.

I thought perhaps this was one of the imams or maybe even the prophet Muhammad himself.

But something in my heart told me that was not right.

This person felt different from anything I had been taught about in Islam.

I stood frozen, unable to move or speak, just staring at him.

The he began walking toward me, each step smooth and graceful.

As he came closer, the light around him seemed to intensify.

I wanted to run away and I wanted to run toward him at the same time.

Fear and love mixed together in my chest in a way I had never experienced.

When he was close enough to touch me, he stopped and looked into my eyes.

I began to tremble.

Tears started flowing down my face without me deciding to cry.

I did not understand why I was crying.

He reached out and placed both of his hands on my shoulders.

The moment he touched me, warmth flooded through my entire being.

It was like electricity, but gentle, like fire, but it did not burn.

Peace washed over me in waves.

A peace so deep and complete that I had no words for it.

All my fear melted away, but not the awe.

I was still in awe of who stood before me.

But I was no longer afraid.

Hassan, he said, and his voice was like nothing I had ever heard.

It was powerful like thunder, but gentle like music.

It echoed through my whole being, not just in my ears, but in my chest, my mind, my soul.

He knew my name.

“Do you know who I am?” he asked gently.

I shook my head, unable to speak.

“I had a suspicion, a growing terrible suspicion, but I did not want to believe it.

It could not be.

” “Look at my hands,” he said softly.

He held out his hands in front of me, palms upward.

I looked down at them and my breath caught.

There were scars on his hands, holes where something had pierced through, wounds that had healed but left permanent marks.

I stared at those scars and my mind raced.

I knew what those were.

Every Muslim knew the Christian claim that Jesus had been crucified, that nails had been driven through his hands and feet.

But we were taught that it never happened.

That Allah made it appear that Jesus was crucified but actually took him up to heaven without death.

We were taught that the crucifixion was a Christian invention, a lie.

But here were the scars, real and undeniable, in the hands of this glorious being standing before me.

No, I whispered.

It cannot be.

But even as I said it, I knew the truth.

I knew who stood before me.

This was Jesus, not Issa, the prophet that we learned about in Islam.

This was Jesus Christ.

And the scars on his hands proved that he had truly been crucified.

Everything I had been taught was wrong.

He smiled sadly as if he knew exactly what I was thinking and feeling.

Yes, Hassan, he said.

I am Jesus.

I am not just a prophet.

I am not just a messenger.

I am the son of God.

I am God himself who came to earth in human form to save humanity from sin.

His words hit me like physical blows.

I staggered backward, shaking my head in denial.

No, no, that is sherk.

That is blasphemy, I said, using the Islamic term for the unforgivable sin of associating partners with Allah.

Allah has no son.

The Quran says so.

You are just a prophet.

You came before Muhammad, you are not God.

But even as I spoke these words, I knew they were lies.

I could feel the truth radiating from him.

This was no mere prophet standing before me.

This was someone far greater.

Jesus looked at me with infinite patience and love.

I know what you were taught, Hassan, he said gently.

I know you spent 68 years believing that I was only a prophet.

I know you fought and killed in the name of Islam, a believing you were serving God.

I know you rejected me and my teachings, considering them corrupted lies.

But now you are here standing before me, and you can see the truth with your own eyes.

I am exactly who the Christians say I am.

I am the way, the truth, and the life.

No one comes to the Father except through me.

I fell to my knees overwhelmed by what I was hearing and seeing.

My whole life, my whole world view, everything I had believed and fought for, it was all crashing down around me.

Tears poured from my eyes.

But I fought against you, I said, my voice breaking.

I killed people who believed in you.

I called Christians infidels and enemies.

I worked to stop your message from spreading in Lebanon and throughout the Middle East.

I spent 40 years fighting against your kingdom.

Jesus knelt down beside me and placed his hand on my head.

“I know, Hassan,” he said softly.

“I know everything you have done, every operation you planned, every man you killed, every hateful word you spoke against my followers.

I know it all and I still love you.

Those words broke something deep inside me.

I collapsed forward, my face against the glowing grass, and I wept like I had not wept since I was a child.

I wept for all the years I had wasted serving a lie.

I wept for all the people I had killed who might have been innocent.

I wept for my son Ali who died believing the same lies I believed.

I wept for the hatred I had carried in my heart for so many decades.

I wept because standing before Jesus, feeling his love despite everything I had done, was more than I could bear.

How could he love me after everything? How could he not strike me dead for my rebellion against him? Jesus let me weep, his hands still resting gently on my head.

After a long time, when my tears finally slowed, he helped me stand up.

There is much I need to show you, Hassan, he said.

much you need to understand.

Come with me.

” He took my hand in his and I felt the scar tissue against my palm.

We began to walk together along a golden path and I knew that nothing would ever be the same again.

Jesus held my hand as we walked together along the golden path.

His grip was firm and warm, and I could feel the scar in his palm against my fingers, a constant reminder of the crucifixion I had denied for 68 years.

As we walked, the beautiful garden around us began to fade and change.

The colors became less vivid, the light less bright, when we were entering a different space, and I felt a growing sense of heaviness in the air.

The peace I had felt moments before was being replaced by something else.

Something that made my heart beat faster with anxiety.

Jesus looked at me with compassion in his eyes.

I need to show you something, Hassan, he said.

Something that will help you understand why all your works, all your jihad, all your devotion to Islam could never save you.

We stopped walking and I looked around.

We were standing at the edge of a cliff.

I stepped closer carefully and looked down.

What I saw made me step back in horror.

Below us was a canyon so deep and so wide that I could not see the bottom or the other side.

Darkness filled the canyon.

Not ordinary darkness, but a living, moving darkness that seemed to breathe and pulse.

It terrified me just to look at it.

He from the depths of that darkness came sounds that made my blood run cold.

screaming, terrible screaming of people in agony, weeping and wailing that never stopped.

The nashing of teeth.

Voices crying out for mercy, for water, for relief that never came.

I heard people calling out to Allah, begging him to save them, but their cries went unanswered.

The sounds of absolute torment and despair rose up from that canyon like smoke from a fire.

I wanted to cover my ears to block out the horrible sounds, but I could not move.

I stood frozen at the edge, listening to the suffering below.

“What is this place?” I asked Jesus, though part of me already knew the answer and dreaded hearing it confirmed.

Jesus stood beside me, and when I looked at his face, I saw deep sadness in his eyes.

“This is the separation between humanity and God,” he said.

Yet this canyon was created by sin.

When the first humans chose to disobey God in the Garden of Eden, this gap was formed, and every sin committed since then by every person who has ever lived has made this canyon deeper and wider.

On one side is earth, where all humans live in their fallen sinful state.

On the other side is heaven, where God dwells in perfect holiness.

and between them is this impossible divide.

I looked across the canyon and could barely see the other side in the far distance.

It was beautiful, filled with light and glory.

I could see figures there, people in white robes, worshiping and singing with joy.

That was heaven, the true paradise where God himself dwelt.

And I desperately wanted to be there.

But the canyon between was absolutely impossible to cross.

It was too wide, too deep, and too filled with darkness and terror.

No human could possibly cross it.

In Islam, I said slowly, trying to understand, we are taught that our good deeds can earn us paradise.

We are taught that if our good deeds outweigh our bad deeds on the day of judgment, Allah will allow us into Janna.

We are taught that prayer, fasting, charity, pilgrimage, and jihad can save us and bridge the gap between us and God.

Is this not true? Jesus shook his head slowly and the sadness in his eyes deepened.

Let me show you, he said.

He raised his hand and suddenly I could see millions of people on the earth side of the canyon.

They were all trying to cross, all attempting to build bridges to reach the other side.

I watched in amazement and growing horror as the scene unfolded before me.

I saw devout Muslims, people who prayed faithfully five times every day.

They were stacking their prayers like bricks, trying to build a bridge across the canyon.

I saw men who had prayed for 50 years, 60 years, their whole lives.

Surely their prayers would be enough.

But as I watched, every bridge made of prayers collapsed halfway across.

The prayers were not strong enough to span the gap.

The bridges crumbled and fell into the darkness below, and the people fell with them, screaming as they plunged into the abyss.

I watched in absolute horror as devout Muslims, people who had prayed more than I ever did, tumbled into eternal darkness.

Their lifetime of prayers could not save them.

I saw others building bridges out of fasting.

These were people who had fasted during Ramadan every year of their adult lives.

And some had fasted additional days throughout the year seeking extra merit.

They stacked their fasting like stones, building their bridges with discipline and sacrifice.

But their bridges also collapsed.

Fasting could not span the canyon.

It was not strong enough.

They fell into the darkness.

their cries joining the terrible chorus rising from below.

I saw their faces as they fell.

Faces filled with shock and betrayal as if they could not believe that their fasting had failed them.

I saw people building bridges out of charity.

These were generous people who had given vast amounts of money to the poor, to mosques, to Islamic causes.

I saw some who had given away nearly everything they owned, living simply so others could benefit from their wealth.

Surely their generosity would save them.

But no, their bridges crumbled like sand, and charity could not cross the canyon.

The gap was too wide, the distance too great.

They fell just like the others, and I heard them crying out in confusion, asking why their good works had not been enough.

I saw people building bridges out of pilgrimage.

These were men and women who had performed Hajj to Mecca, some of them multiple times.

I saw people who had saved their money for years to make the journey.

I saw them walking around the Cabba performing the rituals perfectly, believing that this sacred pilgrimage would guarantee them paradise.

But their pilgrimages could not build a bridge strong enough.

The bridges fell apart and they plunged into darkness.

I heard them screaming the shahada as they fell, declaring that there is no god but Allah and Muhammad is his messenger, but it did not save them.

The words disappeared into the darkness with them.

Then I saw something that made my heart stop.

I saw jihadists, fighters like I had been.

They were building bridges out of their martyrdom, out of their holy war against the enemies of Islam.

I saw young men with explosive belts blowing themselves up and believing they would wake up in paradise.

I saw fighters dying in battle.

Certain that their deaths in jihad guaranteed them eternal reward.

They stacked their sacrifices, their battles, their martyrdom operations like building blocks, constructing bridges they believed would carry them straight to Allah.

But every single bridge collapsed.

Jihad could not save them.

Martyrdom could not cross the canyon.

I watched as suicide bombers fell into the abyss.

I watched as Mujahedin, who had died fighting, fell into darkness.

I I saw my own son Ali among them.

I saw him fall, his face filled with confusion and terror, crying out for a paradise that did not exist.

No, I screamed.

Not Ali.

He was a martyr.

He died fighting for Islam.

Where are his 72 virgins? Where is his palace in paradise? But Ali fell into the darkness like all the others, and his screams joined the chorus of the damned.

I fell to my knees, sobbing uncontrollably.

Everything I had believed, everything I had taught, everything I had sacrificed my son for, it was all a lie.

Jihad did not lead to paradise.

Martyrdom did not guarantee salvation.

40 years of fighting, 40 years of killing and dying, and it was all for nothing.

None of it could cross the canyon.

I watched as more and more people fell.

I saw Islamic scholars, men who had memorized the entire Quran, a men who had studied Islamic law for decades, men far more knowledgeable than I had ever been.

They built bridges out of their knowledge, confident that their understanding of Islam would save them.

But knowledge could not cross the canyon either.

Their bridges collapsed and they fell screaming into the abyss.

All their learning useless in the face of the impossible gap.

I saw people performing every Islamic ritual perfectly.

I saw them following every rule, observing every requirement, living disciplined lives of religious devotion.

But none of it was enough.

Every bridge failed, every person fell.

The canyon swallowed them all, regardless of how devout they had been, how much they had prayed, how much they had sacrificed.

Why, I cried out to Jesus, my voice raw with anguish? Why can no one cross? Why do all the bridges fail? And there must be something that works.

What about the people who did everything right? What about the martyrs? What about those who gave their whole lives to serving Allah? Jesus knelt beside me, his face filled with compassion and sorrow.

Because the canyon is made of sin, Hassan, he explained gently.

And only something perfect can cross it.

But there is no perfect human being.

Every person who has ever lived has sinned.

The Bible says that all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God.

Every prayer is tainted by impure motives, by pride, by distraction.

Every fast is corrupted by self-righteousness or the desire to be seen by others.

Every act of charity is mixed with selfish motives, seeking praise or reward or recognition.

Every pilgrimage is polluted by the sin that clings to the human heart.

And every act of jihad is murder dressed up in religious language.

There is nothing pure enough in humanity to build a bridge to a holy God.

Nothing.

His words crushed me.

My whole life had been spent trying to build that bridge.

Every prayer, every fast, every battle, every sacrifice.

I thought I was earning my way to paradise, but it was all useless, all wasted effort.

Then there is no hope, I said, my voice barely a whisper.

We are all doomed.

Everyone falls into that darkness.

How can anyone be saved if nothing we do is good enough? If our best efforts, our greatest sacrifices, our most devoted religious practices all fail, then what is left? Jesus placed his hand on my shoulder and lifted my face so I had to look at him.

He was smiling, but tears were flowing down his face too.

“There is hope, Hassan,” he said softly.

For there is a way across the canyon.

But the way is not something you build with your own efforts.

The way is not something you earn with your good deeds.

The way is someone you receive.

The way is me.

He stood up and walked to the very edge of the cliff.

He turned to face me and slowly he stretched his arms out wide to his sides as if he were being crucified again.

I watched in shock and confusion, not understanding what he was doing.

Then he stepped backward off the edge of the cliff.

“No!” I screamed, lunging forward to grab him, but I was too late.

He fell backward into the canyon, and I ran to the edge, expecting to see him plunge into the darkness like all the others.

But something impossible happened.

He did not fall.

Instead, his body stretched across the entire canyon.

His feet remained planted on the earth side where I stood.

His hands reached all the way across to the heaven side.

His body became the bridge, a perfect solid, unbreakable bridge spanning the impossible gap.

Light radiated from his body.

Brilliant light that pushed back the darkness below.

The screaming from the canyon grew quieter in the presence of his light.

The bridge was complete.

The way was open.

I stared in absolute amazement, unable to comprehend what I was seeing.

How was this possible? Then suddenly Jesus was standing beside me again, whole and unharmed, as if he had never moved from my side.

But the bridge remained, his body still stretched across the canyon, glowing with light.

How? I stammered, barely able to form words.

“How did you do that? How can you be here and there at the same time? How can you be the bridge?” Jesus looked at me with patient love.

is because I am the only one who is both fully God and fully human.

He explained, “I am the only one without sin.

” “When I came to earth 2,000 years ago, I lived a perfect life for 33 years.

I never sinned once.

Not in thought, not in word, not in deed.

I was tempted in every way that humans are tempted, but I never gave in.

I never disobeyed my father in heaven.

And because I was perfect, I could do what no human could ever do.

I could become the bridge between God and humanity, but it cost me everything.

He held out his scarred hands again, and I looked at the wounds with new understanding.

I did not just stretch across the canyon, Hassan, he said, his voice heavy with emotion.

I died on it.

The Romans nailed me to a wooden cross on a hill outside Jerusalem.

They drove iron spikes through my hands and feet.

They lifted that cross upright and I hung there in agony.

My body became the bridge between God and sinful humanity.

But it was not just physical pain I endured.

Every sin ever committed by every human who ever lived was placed on me.

Your sins, Hassan.

Every man you killed, every hateful word you spoke, every act of violence you committed in the name of jihad, all of it was placed on me.

Tears streamed down my face as I listened.

The weight of humanity’s sin was unbearable.

Jesus continued, “The guilt, the shame, the evil of it all crushed me.

and my father in heaven who is perfectly holy turned his face away from me because I was carrying the sin of the world.

For the first and only time in all eternity, I was separated from my father.

That separation, that spiritual death was worse than all the physical torture combined.

For I cried out from the cross, “My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?” And then I died.

I paid the price that humanity owed but could never pay.

I satisfied the justice of God on behalf of everyone who would ever believe in me.

I looked at the bridge stretching across the canyon and I saw people walking across it now.

Thousands of them, millions of them, an endless stream of people crossing from the earth side to the heaven side.

They were not carrying anything.

They were not building anything.

They were simply walking across the bridge that Jesus had become.

Some were running with joy.

Some were crawling, weak and exhausted.

Some were being carried by others.

But they were all crossing safely.

All reaching the other side.

All entering into the light and glory of heaven.

Who are these people? I asked.

I’m watching the procession with wonder.

These are the ones who accepted my sacrifice, Jesus said.

They stopped trying to build their own bridges.

They stopped trusting in their own good works.

They simply believed in me.

They confessed that they were sinners who could not save themselves.

They asked me to forgive them and wash them clean with my blood.

They accepted my death on the cross as payment for their sins.

And they walked across the bridge I provided.

This is what the Bible calls grace.

Hassan, salvation is not earned by human effort.

It cannot be earned.

It is given freely as a gift to all who believe in me and accept what I did for them.

I felt something breaking inside my chest.

Something hard and proud that had been there for 68 years.

It was my religious pride, my confidence in my own works.

See, my belief that I could earn my way to God through my devotion and sacrifice.

All of it shattered like glass.

But I taught the opposite, I said, my voice breaking with anguish.

I told people that they had to earn paradise through their own efforts.

I taught them to pray harder, fight harder, sacrifice more.

I told them that you were just a prophet who could not save anyone.

I led them away from the bridge.

I led them toward a canyon they could never cross on their own.

Tears poured down my face as the full weight of my sin crashed down on me.

How many people had I led astray? How many souls were lost in that darkness because I taught them lies? How many fighters had I sent to die believing they would wake up in paradise only to fall into the abyss instead? I had not just rejected Jesus myself, though I had convinced thousands of others to reject him, too.

I had worked actively to stop Christian missionaries from reaching Lebanon.

I had seen the gospel as western poison that needed to be kept away from our people.

And all along I was keeping people away from the only bridge that could save them.

The guilt was overwhelming, crushing me under its weight.

I wanted to throw myself into the canyon.

I deserved to burn forever for what I had done.

Jesus wrapped his arms around me and held me while I wept.

He did not condemn me.

He did not lecture me about my failures.

He simply held me like a father holds a broken child, letting me cry until I had no tears left.

After a long time, when my sobbing finally quieted, he spoke softly in my ear.

Hassan, that is exactly why I brought you here, not to condemn you, but to save you.

Yes, you taught lies.

Yes, you led others astray.

Yes, you worked against my kingdom for 40 years, but my blood is powerful enough to cover even your sins.

My bridge is strong enough to carry even you.

If you will accept me, if you will believe in me, I will forgive everything you have ever done.

I will wash you clean.

I will give you a new heart and a new purpose.

I looked up at him through my tears.

Even after everything I did, I asked, barely able to believe what I was hearing.

Even after 40 years of fighting against you, even after all the people I killed who believed in you, even after all the hatred I carried in my heart.

Jesus smiled and wiped the tears from my face with his own hands, the scarred hands that had been pierced for me.

Especially after that, he said because when someone is forgiven much, they love much.

And I have special plans for you, Hassan.

I am going to send you back to your world.

I am going to use you to undo the damage you caused.

I am going to give you a chance to point people to the bridge before it is too late.

He helped me stand and pointed toward the bridge still stretching across the canyon.

One day soon you will walk across this bridge for good, he said.

But not yet.

First, I need you to go back.

I need you to tell the truth.

I need you to warn people about what is coming.

I need you to tell Muslims everywhere, especially in Lebanon and Iran, that they cannot save themselves, that jihad is a lie, that martyrdom does not lead to paradise, that Islam cannot bridge the gap, and that I am the only way across.

He paused, and his expression became more serious.

There is something urgent I must show you first, he said.

knows something about the year 2026 and what is coming for the leadership of Iran and for the whole Middle East.

Time is running out.

Hassan, the door of grace is closing.

Come with me.

Jesus took my hand again and we walked away from the canyon.

The landscape around us shifted and changed as we moved.

We came to a stop in front of something that made me gasp in wonder and fear.

It was a door, but unlike any door I had ever seen in my life.

This door was enormous, stretching upward so high that I could not see where it ended.

It disappeared into the golden sky above, reaching up infinitely.

The door was made of something that looked like crystal and gold woven together, materials that do not exist on Earth.

It sparkled and shimmerred with light that seemed to come from within the structure itself.

The door was the most magnificent thing I had ever witnessed, more glorious than any mosque or shrine I had ever visited, more beautiful than the Dome of the Rock or the Ka in Mecca.

But something about this door filled me with both wonder and deep dread.

The door was open, but not fully open.

It stood about 2/3 of the way open.

And as I watched carefully, paying close attention, I could see it moving slowly.

So slowly that you would miss it if you blinked.

The door was closing.

Inch by inch, moment by moment, it was shutting.

“What is this?” I asked Jesus, my voice barely above a whisper.

I could not take my eyes off the slowly closing door.

Jesus looked at it and when I glanced at his face, I saw something that terrified me more than anything else I had witnessed.

He was crying.

The tears flowed freely down his face as he stared at the door.

His whole body seemed to carry a weight of sorrow that I could not fully understand.

“This is the door of grace,” he said, his voice heavy with grief.

Throughout human history, for 2,000 years since I rose from the dead, I have kept this door open wide.

I have invited everyone to come through it.

Every nation, every tribe, every religion, every single person.

I have called out to Muslims, to Hindus, to Buddhists, to atheists, to everyone.

I have said, “Come to me all who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest.

” This door represents my grace extended to all of humanity.

As long as it remains open, anyone can come to me and be saved.

Anyone can walk through and enter into eternal life.

I stared at the door, watching it close so slowly.

For then, why is it closing? I asked, though I was afraid of the answer.

My heart was pounding in my chest.

Jesus wiped his tears, but more immediately replaced them.

Because humanity has rejected me for too long, he said, his voice filled with pain.

Generation after generation has heard my call and refused it.

Nation after nation has been given the gospel and turned away.

I have sent prophets, teachers, evangelists, and missionaries into every corner of the world.

I have performed miracles and wonders.

I have knocked on the hearts of billions of people, calling them to come to me.

But most have chosen their own way.

They have chosen religion over a relationship with me.

They have chosen tradition over truth.

They have chosen pride over humility.

They have chosen sin over salvation.

They have preferred the darkness over the light.

And there comes a point, a specific moment appointed by my father in heaven when grace reaches its limit.

Not because I wanted to, but because the rebellion of humanity demands a response from a holy and just God.

He pointed at the door with a trembling hand.

This door will remain at its current position, 2/3 open through the end of the year 2026.

He said, “The year 2026 is the deadline, the final year of full grace before everything changes.

After December 31st, 2026, something will shift.

The door will close to halfway.

And after that point, it will become much harder for people to come to me.

” not impossible but much much harder.

The conviction of my Holy Spirit will be less strong.

The calling will be quieter.

The hearts of people will become more hardened.

Deception will increase dramatically.

And in the years following 2026, the door will keep closing little by little until one day it will shut completely.

And when it shuts entirely, grace will be finished.

There will be no more chances.

No more opportunities, no more invitations, only judgment.

I felt ice in my veins.

We were already in 2025.

The year 2026 was so close, less than 2 years away.

There was so little time left.

Why 2026? I asked desperately.

What is special about that year? Why is that the deadline? Jesus looked at me with eyes that had seen the beginning of time and the end of all things.

There are seasons in history, he explained, times and moments appointed by my father in heaven before the foundation of the world.

Just as there was a specific time for the flood in Noah’s day, just as there was a specific time for the exodus from Egypt, just as there was a specific time for my first coming to earth, just as there was a specific time for my crucifixion and resurrection, there are appointed times for everything.

My father has set the times and seasons by his own authority and the end of 2026 has been appointed as the close of the full grace period.

It is the final year when the door stands wide open.

It is the last year when humanity will have every opportunity to repent and believe.

After 2026, the season changes.

The age of full grace ends and the age of judgment begins.

He waved his hand and suddenly we were no longer standing in front of the door.

We were floating high above the earth looking down at the planet like astronauts in space.

But this earth was not peaceful.

It was convulsing in chaos and violence.

While let me show you what is coming after 2026, Jesus said, his voice filled with sorrow.

I watched as terrible scenes unfolded below me.

visions of the future that made my blood run cold.

I saw wars breaking out across the Middle East, wars more devastating than anything the region had experienced before.

I saw armies marching, tanks rolling, missiles flying.

I saw Iran attacked by forces from multiple directions.

I saw cities in Iran burning, Thran itself engulfed in flames.

I saw the nuclear facilities at Natans and Foro destroyed by massive air strikes.

I saw the Iranian regime collapsing, the government falling, chaos spreading through the streets.

I saw the people of Iran rising up against their leaders, finally having enough of the oppression and lies.

I saw the revolutionary guard fighting in the streets, you know, trying to maintain control but being overwhelmed.

Then Jesus showed me something specific, something that made my heart stop.

He showed me Ali Kam, the supreme leader of Iran, the man who had funded Hezbollah for decades, the man who had sent weapons and money that I had used to fight and kill.

I saw him clearly, an old man in his robes and turban sitting in his office in Thran.

He looked afraid, his hands shaking as explosions rocked the city around him.

He was praying, calling out to Allah for protection, for deliverance, but his prayers went unanswered.

I watched as the building he was in took a direct hit from a missile.

The structure collapsed, and Ali Kamina died in the rubble, crushed beneath stone and concrete.

But his death was not the end.

I saw his soul leave his body just as mine had left my body in Beirut.

He rose up, looking down at his own corpse, confused and terrified.

He expected to see angels coming to take him to paradise.

He had been the supreme leader of the Islamic Republic.

He had led millions of Muslims.

He had spent his whole life devoted to Allah and to spreading Shia Islam.

Surely paradise awaited him.

But instead of angels, I watched in horror as he was pulled downward, not upward.

He fought against it, screaming verses from the Quran, declaring the shahada, calling on Muhammad and the imams to save him.

But nothing could stop his descent.

He fell into the same darkness I had seen at the bottom of the canyon, the place of eternal torment and separation from God.

His screams joined the chorus of billions of others who had rejected Jesus and trusted in their own works.

I watched the man who had funded 40 years of terrorism.

The man who had sent weapons that killed thousands.

The man who had oppressed his own people in the name of Islam fall into judgment.

There was no mercy for him.

He had rejected the bridge.

He had rejected Jesus.

He had led an entire nation astray.

And now he would pay the price forever.

No, I whispered.

Though I did not feel pity for him, I felt horror at the justice of God.

Jesus turned to me, his face serious.

Ali Kam will die in late 2026 or early 2027.

He said his death will mark the beginning of the end for the Islamic Republic of Iran.

Everything Iran has built, all its proxy forces in Lebanon, Syria, Iraq, and Yemen, all of it will crumble rapidly.

Hezbollah will be destroyed.

The Revolutionary Guard will be scattered.

Iran’s influence in the region will collapse.

and millions who followed them, who trusted in their teachings, who believed their promises of paradise through martyrdom will fall into the same darkness he fell into.

I watched as the vision continued.

I saw Hezbollah strongholds in Lebanon destroyed by Israeli air strikes.

I saw the Dahier suburbs of Beirut, where I had died, reduced to rubble.

I saw Hezbollah fighters trying to resist but being overwhelmed by superior forces.

I saw the weapons tunnels discovered and destroyed.

I saw the leadership hunted down and killed one by one.

I saw young fighters I had trained, boys who had believed my teachings dying in battle and falling into the abyss instead of rising to paradise.

Everything we had built over 40 years was being torn down, and the people who had trusted us were being lost forever.

Then Jesus showed me natural disasters hitting the Middle East and the world.

I saw earthquakes unlike anything in recorded history.

I watched as a massive earthquake struck along the Dead Sea fault line, destroying cities in Israel, Jordan, Syria, and Lebanon.

Buildings collapsed like houses of cards.

The death toll reached into the millions.

I saw Mount Damavand in Iran, a dormant volcano, suddenly erupt with devastating force, covering Thran and the surrounding areas in ash and lava.

I saw tsunamis rising from the Mediterranean Sea and the Persian Gulf, waves hundreds of feet high crashing onto coastlines and wiping away everything in their path.

I saw famines spreading across the region as crops failed and water sources dried up.

I saw the Euphrates River mentioned in Islamic prophecy completely dry up just as the Bible predicted.

I saw people starving in the streets, fighting over scraps of food, killing each other for water.

I saw diseases, new plagues that medicine could not cure, spreading rapidly through populations.

Hospitals overflowed with the sick and dying.

Bodies piled up in the streets faster than they could be buried.

And through it all, I heard the cries of millions asking why this was happening.

Begging Allah for help that never came.

I saw persecution of Christians reaching levels never before witnessed.

I watched as Muslim governments, including what remained of Iran’s regime, arrested and executed believers.

I saw churches burned, Bibles thrown into fires, pastors beheaded in public squares.

I saw families torn apart, children taken from Christian parents and forced into Islamic education.

But I also saw the faith of these believers, their refusal to deny Jesus even when facing death.

I saw them singing hymns as they were led to execution.

I saw them forgiving their killers with their final breaths.

I saw their courage and their absolute certainty that they would cross the bridge to paradise.

And I saw Jesus himself standing beside them in their suffering, invisible to their persecutors, but visible to them, giving them strength to endure.

Then I saw something that terrified me more than all the physical destruction.

I saw massive spiritual deception sweeping across the Muslim world.

I saw new leaders rising up, charismatic men claiming to have special revelation from Allah.

I saw them performing signs and wonders, miracles that convinced millions they were sent from God.

But Jesus showed me the truth.

These men were servants of Satan, empowered by demonic forces, sent to lead people away from the narrow road and onto the wide road that leads to destruction.

I saw one figure in particular, a man who rose to power claiming to be the Mai, the hidden Imam that Shia Muslims believe will appear at the end of times to establish justice and Islamic rule over the world.

Millions of Muslims, including many from Iran and Lebanon, believed him.

They followed him with absolute devotion.

He performed miracles, called down fire from heaven, healed the sick, and spoke with authority that captivated entire nations.

But Jesus revealed to me that this man was not the Mai.

He was a false messiah empowered by Satan leading billions toward hell.

I watched in horror as people I knew, people from my own family, people from Hezbollah, he followed this deceiver.

They rejected Jesus and embraced the lie.

And when they died, they fell into the abyss, screaming in betrayal, as they realized too late that they had been deceived.

“Please,” I beg Jesus, closing my eyes against the horror.

“I cannot watch anymore.

This is too terrible.

Too much death, too much suffering, too much deception.

” The vision stopped immediately.

We were standing in front of the door of grace again.

It had closed a bit more while we were gone.

Jesus placed his hand on my shoulder and I felt his strength flow into me.

“What you saw cannot be stopped, Hassan,” he said firmly.

“These things must happen.

They were written long ago in the prophecies.

The rebellion of humanity must reach its full measure and then judgment must come.

But right now, today, people can still choose me.

They can still walk through this door while it remains open.

That is why I am sending you back.

Not to stop what is coming because it cannot be stopped.

But to warn people, to give them one final chance to come to me before the door closes too far and before the terrible events of 2026 and beyond begin.

He looked directly into my eyes with an intensity that made me feel like he could see into the deepest parts of my soul.

Especially your people, Hassan, he continued, especially the Muslims of Lebanon and Iran.

They have been deceived for,400 years.

They have been taught that I am only a prophet, nothing more than a messenger who came before Muhammad.

They have been told that my death on the cross never happened, that it was just an illusion.

They have been led to believe that good works and jihad can save them, that martyrdom guarantees paradise.

But you know the truth now.

You have seen the canyon they cannot cross on their own.

You have seen the bridge I became through my death and resurrection.

You have seen the door that is closing.

You have seen what is coming for Iran and for Ali Kam.

You must go back and tell them.

You must spend every moment you have left, warning everyone you can reach before it is too late.

I looked at the door one more time, watching it slowly close, knowing that millions of my people were running out of time.

I thought about my wife Fatima, my children, my grandchildren, my brothers in Hezbollah, the fighters I had trained, the families in South Lebanon who had trusted me and followed my teachings.

They were all on the wrong path.

All heading toward the cliff.

All building bridges that would collapse.

He I will tell them, I said, my voice firm despite the tears still on my face.

I will tell them about the bridge.

I will tell them about you.

I will tell them that jihad is a lie and martyrdom does not lead to paradise.

I will tell them about 2026 and the door that is closing.

I will warn them about what is coming for Iran and its leaders.

Jesus smiled and his smile filled me with warmth and purpose.

Tell them I love them, he said, his voice gentle but urgent.

Tell them I died for them.

for every Lebanese fighter, for every Iranian revolutionary guard officer, for every suicide bomber, for every person who has killed in the name of Allah.

Tell them my blood can wash away even the blood on their hands.

Tell them I am waiting with open arms, ready to forgive and embrace anyone who comes to me.

Tell them not to wait another day in not even another hour.

Tell them that 2026 is the deadline, the last year of full grace.

Tell them to choose me now, today, this very moment, before the shaking begins and before the door closes too far.

He paused and his expression became even more serious.

Tell them about Ali Kam’s fate.

Tell them what awaits the Supreme Leader and all who follow his path.

Tell them that Iran’s power will crumble, that Hezbollah will fall, that everything they have built on the foundation of lies will collapse, and tell them that the only safe place when that collapse comes is in my arms, standing on the firm foundation of my sacrifice.

The light around us began to grow brighter and brighter until I could see nothing else but brilliant white light surrounding me from every direction.

I felt myself being pulled backward and away from that beautiful place, away from Jesus.

But his voice echoed through the light, strong and clear, reaching into my very soul.

Remember everything, Hassan.

Remember the canyon and the bridge.

Remember the door and the year 2026.

Remember what I showed you about Iran and its leader.

Remember that I love you and that I will be with you always, even to the end of the age.

Go now and tell them.

Time is running out.

The door is closing.

Tell them to choose me before it is too late.

The light became so intense that it felt like fire, but it did not burn.

I felt myself falling, not into darkness like I had feared, but falling back into my body, back into the world of pain and limitation, back into Beirut, where I had died on the street.

The sensation of re-entering my physical body was jarring and painful.

I suddenly I could feel everything again.

The pain in my chest where shrapnel had torn through my flesh.

The burning in my lungs as they struggled to take in air.

The weight of my body pressing down on the hard pavement.

The sounds of the world rushing back.

People shouting, sirens wailing, the crackling of flames from the burning vehicle.

I gasped and my eyes flew open.

Above me, I saw faces, several men leaning over me with expressions of absolute shock.

He is alive, one of them shouted.

His heart started beating again.

Call the ambulance.

Hurry.

I tried to speak but could only cough.

Blood coming up from my lungs.

My whole body felt like it was on fire with pain.

But I was alive.

I was back.

Jesus had sent me back just as he promised.

Back to this broken world.

Back to this dying body.

Back to complete the mission he had given me.

Within minutes, an ambulance arrived and paramedics surrounded me.

They worked frantically, putting tubes in my arms, pressing bandages against my wounds, loading me onto a stretcher.

I heard one paramedic say to another, “He should be dead.

He had no pulse for at least 9 minutes.

I do not understand how he is alive.

” They rushed me to a hospital, sirens blaring as we raced through the streets of Beirut.

I drifted in and out of consciousness during the ride.

But every time I woke, I remembered everything Jesus had shown me with perfect clarity.

The canyon, the bridge, the door closing in 2026, Ali Kamini falling into darkness, the destruction coming to Iran and Hezbollah.

Every detail was burned into my memory, impossible to forget.

They performed emergency surgery on me at the hospital, removing shrapnel, repairing damaged organs, trying to save what was left of my broken body.

The doctors told me later that I should not have survived.

The injuries were too severe, the blood loss too great, the time without a heartbeat too long.

They called it a medical miracle, impossible to explain by science.

But I knew it was not a miracle of medicine.

It was Jesus keeping me alive because he had work for me to do.

I spent 3 weeks in the hospital recovering.

During that time, Hezbollah leadership came to visit me.

They praised Allah for saving me.

They called my survival a sign that our cause was blessed.

They asked me what I remembered about the attack.

I said nothing about what I had really experienced.

I was too weak and I knew they would not believe me.

I needed time to think about how to tell them the truth.

When I was finally strong enough to leave the hospital, I went home to my family in South Lebanon.

My wife and children were overjoyed to see me alive.

They had been told I was dead, that my body had been too damaged to survive.

For the first week, I said nothing.

I just recovered and spent time with my grandchildren, looking at them with new eyes, seeing them as souls who needed to hear the truth before it was too late.

Then one evening, I gathered my entire family in our home.

My wife, my children, my sons-in-law and daughters-in-law, my grandchildren, everyone.

I told them I had something important to share.

They sat quietly, expecting perhaps some wisdom from my near-death experience or some message about continuing the resistance.

Instead, I told them everything.

I told them about leaving my body and meeting Jesus Christ.

But I told them he was not just a prophet, but the son of God who died for our sins.

I told them about the canyon and the bridge, about how all our prayers and fasting and jihad could not save us.

I told them about the door closing in 2026.

I told them about the judgment coming for Ali Kame and the collapse of Iran.

I told them that everything we had believed and fought for was a lie and that only Jesus could save us.

The room fell silent when I finished.

No one moved.

No one spoke.

They stared at me like I had lost my mind.

Then my oldest son stood up, his face red with anger.

Baba, you are sick, he said, his voice shaking.

The explosion damaged your brain.

You need rest and medication.

You cannot say these things.

This is apostasy.

This is betrayal of everything our family stands for.

One by one, my family members left the room.

My wife looked at me with tears in her eyes, but said nothing.

My children refused to meet my gaze.

My grandchildren were quickly ushered out by their parents before I could corrupt them further with my madness.

Within hours, word of what I had said spread through Hezbollah.

The next day, senior commanders came to my house.

They were not friendly.

They demanded I recant everything and declare it was just confusion from my injuries.

I refused.

I told them I had met Jesus and I would never deny him.

They declared me an apostate and a traitor.

Under Islamic law, the punishment for apostasy is death.

A religious ruling was issued.

I was to be executed for leaving Islam and blaspheming against Allah and the prophet Muhammad.

I had to flee immediately with help from underground Christians in Lebanon who risked their lives to save me.

I I escaped across the mountains into territory not controlled by Hezbollah.

Eventually, I made my way out of Lebanon entirely to a country I cannot name for my safety.

My wife divorced me.

My children publicly disowned me.

Hezbollah put a price on my head.

Former friends and brothers in arms now hunt me, wanting to kill me to defend the honor of Islam.

I lost everything.

My family, my reputation, my home, my position, everything I had built over 68 years.

All gone.

But I gained something infinitely more valuable.

I gained the truth.

I gained Jesus.

I gained the certainty of salvation.

Something I never had in 40 years of serving Islam.

So I am telling you now, everyone who is watching or hearing this testimony.

Jesus Christ is the son of God.

He is not just a prophet.

He is God himself who became human to save us from our sins.

He lived a perfect life, died on the cross to pay for our sins, and rose from the dead 3 days later, defeating death forever.

You cannot earn your way to heaven.

I tried for 68 years through prayers, fasting, charity, pilgrimage, and jihad.

None of it could save me.

Only Jesus could save me.

Only Jesus can save you.

If you are Muslim, please listen carefully.

Islam cannot save you.

Muhammad cannot save you.

Jihad will not lead you to paradise.

Martyrdom will not give you 72 virgins.

You are building a bridge that will collapse.

You are walking a road that leads to destruction.

But Jesus is calling you to turn around.

He is inviting you to cross the bridge he became.

The door of grace is still open right now, but it is closing.

In 2026 is the last year of full grace.

After that, everything changes.

Do not wait.

Do not assume you have more time.

Today is the day of salvation.

If you want to accept Jesus right now, pray this prayer with me from your heart.

Jesus, I believe you are the son of God.

I believe you died on the cross for my sins and rose again on the third day.

I confess that I am a sinner who cannot save myself.

I have tried to earn heaven through my own works.

But I know now that it is impossible.

I need you to save me.

Forgive all my sins, including the blood on my hands.

Wash me clean with your blood.

Come into my heart and be my Lord and Savior.

I turn away from Islam.

I renounce jihad and I choose to follow you alone.

Thank you for loving me and dying for me.

In your name I pray.

Amen.

If you prayed that prayer sincerely, you are saved.

Not because you earned it, but because Jesus paid for it with his blood.

You have just crossed the bridge.

You have just walked through the door.

Welcome to the family of God.

My name is Hassan Nasallah Fadlah.

I was a Hezbollah commander for 40 years.

I fought against Israel and the West.

I trained thousands of fighters and sent many to their deaths believing they would reach paradise.

But on March 18th, 2025, I died for 9 minutes and met Jesus Christ.

He showed me the truth.

He warned me about 2026.

He showed me the fate of Iran’s Supreme Leader Ali Kam.

He sent me back to warn the world.

The choice is yours.

Will you accept Jesus and walk through the door while it is still open? Or will you continue building bridges that will collapse? Choose wisely.

Choose quickly.

The door is closing.

Time is running out.

So 2026 is almost