πŸ’₯ β€œI’ve Kept This for Decades”: Linda Gray at 84 Reveals What REALLY Happened With Larry Hagman on β€˜Dallas’! 🎬πŸ”₯

 

It’s been over 40 years since Dallas first exploded onto television screens and made household names out of its stars.

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At the heart of the chaos was the unforgettable J.R.Ewing, played by Larry Hagman, and his equally unforgettable on-screen wife, Sue Ellen, played by Linda Gray.

Together, they redefined what it meant to be a power couple on prime-time televisionβ€”gritty, glamorous, and completely unpredictable.

But what viewers didn’t see was what was unfolding behind the cameras: a real-life drama that Linda Gray has only now decided to unveil.

In a stunning interview that aired this week, Gray, now 84, opened up with a level of honesty she’s never shared before.

β€œI protected Larry for years,” she said.

β€œI kept things quiet because I didn’t want to tarnish what we built on Dallas.

But I’m older now, and I believe people deserve to know the truth.

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” And that truth? It’s a cocktail of brilliance, heartbreak, and deeply troubling behavior.

According to Gray, Larry Hagman was both a genius actor and a deeply tortured soul.

β€œHe was magnetic,” she began.

β€œWhen the cameras rolled, there was no one like him.

He was J.R.β€”but even more cunning, even more intense off camera.

” Gray went on to reveal that Hagman often came to set heavily intoxicated.

β€œThere were days when he’d have a flask in his hand before lunch,” she said.

β€œAnd other days where you could see the change in his eyesβ€”you just knew it was going to be one of those days.

She recalled multiple times where filming had to stop because Hagman was simply too drunk to perform.

β€œWe’d wait.

We’d delay scenes.

One final photo shoot with Linda Gray and Larry Hagman in 2012. #Dallas

The crew got used to it, but it was hard.

Really hard.

” Still, she didn’t complainβ€”not publicly.

β€œI was complicit in the silence,” she admitted.

β€œWe all were.

That’s how it worked back then.

You didn’t speak up about the lead actor.

Especially not if he was the star.

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But Gray insists that Hagman wasn’t just a drunken messβ€”he was also a brilliant performer, capable of turning it on in an instant.

β€œHe had a way of going from chaos to magic.

He’d stumble in, slurring his lines, and then… bam.

He’d snap into character, and it was like watching a master at work.

He was incredible.

He was unforgettable.

Still, that volatility came at a cost.

Gray revealed that working alongside Hagman took a toll on her mental health.

β€œThere were days I went home and cried,” she confessed.

β€œI loved him, but I was scared of him, too.

You never knew which version of Larry you were going to get.

And when he was angry, it was terrifying.

”

She recounted one particularly chilling moment when Hagman, in a drunken rage, smashed a prop during rehearsal and stormed off set.

β€œHe didn’t care who was around,” she said.

β€œHe could be explosive.

But then, the next day, he’d come in with flowers and charm the entire room.

It was like emotional whiplash.

Despite the turmoil, Gray said there were moments of deep connection between themβ€”moments that made her stay.

β€œLarry could be incredibly kind.

He’d tell me how much he respected my work.

He’d pull me aside and say, β€˜You carried that scene, Linda.

’ I lived for those moments.

I needed them.

As the years went on, Hagman’s behavior worsened.

His alcoholism spiraled, and his health began to decline.

He was eventually diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver and underwent a life-saving transplant in 1995.

Gray visited him often during his recovery, even when they weren’t filming together.

β€œHe was broken,” she said.

β€œBut I never stopped loving himβ€”not Larry the actor, but Larry the man beneath all the madness.

Gray also revealed that she kept many of his secrets, including his frequent emotional breakdowns and terrifying mood swings.

β€œThere’s so much the public never saw,” she said.

β€œAnd maybe that was for the best.

But part of me wishes we’d been more honestβ€”maybe he would’ve gotten help sooner.

In 2012, Hagman passed away from cancer at the age of 81.

Gray was with him in his final days, holding his hand and whispering goodbye.

β€œIt was peaceful,” she said.

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β€œHe was ready.

And so was I.

But it doesn’t mean the pain ever really goes away.

Now, over a decade after his death and four decades after Dallas made them icons, Gray says she’s finally at peace telling her story.

β€œThis isn’t about revenge or scandal,” she explained.

β€œIt’s about truth.

Larry was a complicated, brilliant, troubled man.

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And I think that complexity deserves to be remembered.

Fans around the world have reacted with shock, support, and a flood of memories.

Many are reevaluating their image of Hagmanβ€”not just as the man who shot J.R., but as a symbol of the untold pain behind Hollywood glamour.

And Linda Gray? She’s walking into this final chapter of her life with her head held high, no longer burdened by secrets.

β€œPeople ask me if I miss him,” she said.

β€œAnd the answer is yesβ€”every single day.

But I’m done pretending it was all perfect.

We were a mess.

A beautiful, complicated mess.